Welcome,أهلا,خوش گلدین
My name is Sohaib Bayati & I'm from Baghdad, Iraq. I made this site to share my thoughts that I can't share anywhere else. I live many lives at once and I don't know which one is real, on one hand I'm religious, on the other, I straight up think revelation is stupid and illogical and incoherent. I do practice, yet I feel nothing. I want out. Any way out. I really wish I had the "ignorance bliss" where I don't even think of these things. But as Descartes said, "I think, therefore I am". Even though my thoughts often make me miserable, I can't keep ignoring them. So I decided to write them down here whenever I feel like doing so
I’m not sure what this will become. Maybe a diary I’ll look back on one day, or maybe my last words. Either way, these are my actual thoughts.
not public. i’m experimenting with honesty and transparency.